I decided to share everything about myself on this website. This includes my rational thoughts as well as mood swings, anger, happiness and my medicated and unmedicated ideas.

Sometimes I lack my medications, because I may be broke, too busy, or too stupid to remember to take them. My state of mind changes and is reflected in my postings.

To clarify, I am currently on a daily dose of Paxil and Cannabis (I smoke every 2nd or 3rd day or everyday when I can not afford Paxil). Paxil takes care of my anxiety and cannabis takes care of my depression. Over all I am a happy, go-lucky, rational and fun individual and sometimes I'm a complete prick.

Me & Cops: I have friends who are members of the Toronto, Barrie and Petawawa Police Force, some grow, some smoke, and some just do not believe in the War on Drugs. I do not hate cops. I do however notice that when off Paxil for more then 2 days my state of mind drifts towards pure resentment of the average cop.

I know and recognize that. This is reflected in my postings by heavy use of derogatory language towards the entire police force. I am sorry about that and I do not think that every cop is bad because pot is illegal. I do however need a way of expression that can document my state of mind on a daily basis. I would have done it less publicly if not for the bust which, quite frankly, changed everything in my life.

Before the bust I was simply a supporter of legalization, I helped organize rallies, marches and smoke-outs, but I needed to be in the shadows due to inherent fear every grower has. After the bust, when the centre of my life was removed, I have nothing to fear.

Cannabis, whether accepted or not by society in my inalienable right. It is immoral, unlawful and plainly wrong to take peoples life away on a basis of a law that can not be supported by a reasonable argument.

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Mark